Joined: May '02
1. My lj has been private for a long time. I didn't just lock that post. I just took you off my friends list. I did this because 1. you don't need to read it. and 2. I might discuss my progression of thoughts and feelings about our recent relationship. 3. Even though I don't say your name in my journal any more, you might believe that some of the things are about you and you might get your feelings hurt, and that's not fair. Though, i really don't write about you much, if ever.
If you want to discuss this you, can email me.
I will continue to post on this board and not everything I say will be aimed at or about TB. I will make a joke about people being gay, retarded, blind, crippled, and any way different from me.
Additionally, if I was saying anybody was a fag, it would have been nitty, because he was the person I was talking to. He did not get angry.
Now, I am not worried about any other responses. But, as far as running you into the ground, i could do much worse than I have. I haven't said anything out of the way with you in mind in a long while other than the movie thread comment. And, I fully own that.
Additionally, you are also running me into the ground by discussing ways in which you don't respect me, think i am immature, illogical and by fabricating and then pointing out ways in which you feel i have slighted you. When in fact, 99.9% of the things I say have absolutely nothing to do with you.
I have no idea what you are thinking, but your actions say you are getting bent out of shape.
I will state again that I would never call you or anybody else a fag with real intentions of it being an actual insult.
I also refuse to apologize or back down from this. I have every right to be here on the board and I have every right to say exactly what I want here. I will not reciprocate your condescending attitude and I will not purposefully cut you down in hopes of hurting your or indicating to others that I am. But, I will not temper what I say just to appease you or anybody else.
You state that other people notice... you know what?! everybody notices all sorts of things here. I don't think that's a good measure.
You must realize that I am not always talking about you (as in the case of the .org fags) and I will not always be talking about you. Also, the other truth in my existence here is that a vast majority of the things I say on this board are either sarcastic or silly. (again, i point to the fags comments directed at nitty and initiated by profile that tbone wrote for my page).
I will no longer argue this. You can respond and say awful things and continue to say that you know exactly what I mean and say (and then point out that I can't have any idea that I could understand what you are thinking or saying or meaning) and call foul, but I am telling you up front that i don't have anything to say about you directly at this point in my life here and have no intentions to.
And, again, I will reiterate that the fag comments were absolutely not directed toward you, but Nitty. I typically take full ownership of what I say, and if I know i meant it to be snarky then I will admit that. I did not aim my comments toward you in a thread completely not about you in a conversation with a completely different person than you.
I pinch babies.
The spirit of Bruce Lee is with me.
it would be advernterastic!